Reaching out all these years
Pulling back nothing but tears
I've often wondered how'd it be
If he could only see me for me
How can I explain these Changes?
When I express, he re-arranges
Keeping this going would be cruel
I must leave and not be the fool
The more advice I would seek
Only made my anxiety peak
Doesn't he see we've taken a turn?
Now it's time to crash and burn
How could I possibly hold on?
That's all I did when he was gone
Bitterness has taken it toll
This heart is empty, but was full?
How often I wished he'd see
What heartache he gave to me
Now I'm finding my own way
and all he wants if for me to stay
He says he'll be what I want
But loneliness is there to haunt
I know if I don't leave
Happiness I can't achieve
His true nature will appear
Broken hearted again I fear
He feels he can't go on
His only stability will be gone
All is not his fault
Feelings were kept in a vault
Now I know I must break free
Take a hold of my destiny
Play the hand I have dealt
Erase the loneliness I've felt
Begin again, feel alive
I am Strong I can Survive